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the Rose surely does remember well
 
 
Rose is my perfect example of senuality in us gone awry.  I didn't realize it years gone by. 
 Now I know from other people I've know, read about,
listened to that I sure have missed a few really good things in my relationships
because of all the havic my childhood played out in my adult life. 
 
I was thirty five years old before I discovered there was more to intimate encounters then I had felt before. 
Thanks to a special one.
 
 
These are the first poems in her series "the Rose remembers"  I hope she'll keep writing as much as Lady J talks. 



  Please send your own poems about your own discovery



the ~Rose~ remembers




How many times have I been in an affair and used the skills of the perfect Rose thinking that she would secure the love from this man forever.

Yet the very passion that she invoked in them would in time frighten their soul and they would set their goals on taming this wild creature they had captured. Unlike the Lady of our multiple world, her only claim was to fulfill the fantasy of the lonely heart and once subdued the passion that they knew with the Lady was forever lost. They were left with only a Lady who did as what was commanded as she had long been taught to do. yet the Rose remembers.







the Roses first encounter


There you will find it first in their eyes, the twinkle of the stars
For even for just a moment they all will bequeath their scars
Their minds begin to dance again in dreaming hopeful ways
This goddess standing right before them brings laughter into days

At first it takes just one small smile, a gentle look in their direction
You watch and wait till that perfect import, they respond to your selection
Their face it changes from woe to wow as they contemplate your meaning
Almost never do they stop to think that all this while you're scheming

You do not know them well enough to make this judgment call
Are they good or bad, are they mean inside, nothing left to gift their all
Are they so mistrusting from past fated love that no longer can they live
Wrapped so deeply in the long loss of loves there's nothing left to give

But only time can speak those truth so you weigh your options fine
How much do I let out this time to bring their flavor close to mine
Depending on your soul's needing will gauge this first encounter
For what is there to lose but time, at the most  label you a touter










missing true love


I’ve read the countess poet's words and hear their echoes cry
To know that I have missed such love feelings, merely try
I can't recall those passions fall or rise in context that they claim
I only see the lovers awe, my skills bewray rests my fame


To always please is what they say yet if the truth be only known
Protecting all the rest inside from simple lessons she has grown
They no longer hurt her soul as she conducts their power away
Consuming this awesome task, her own feelings remain at bay


She only sees these things now yet for years she surely knew
In the words of many other lovers were feelings that are true
Waiting just to feel the moment her trust extant set free
Supplanter her name implies must he be some one just like me

Surely not the kind the book of knowledge does explain
Of karmic avers to gently sway with charm will he acclaim
To know the pleasures of which I missed in solitaire play
To take from this castle's hush to be alive out on the quay






 the safety of these walls

There is so much safety in these walls in the castle of my mind
The bricks that hold the wind at bay, moat fill with tears of time
The nameless creatures that have lived in those waters deep
Protect the secrets of our Lady so sad and numerous to repeat

From this window can souls looks out and wish upon the stars
Wishes then can search the earth to find the prince from afar
Still no matter how many steeds ride in, collect our maiden fair
Someway the fairy tale goes awry, our Lady goes back there

Only to wish upon the stars then added to eternal plea
Bring me one more prince this time to genuinely want me
Don't send another on a quest to fulfill his own desires
Make him see I am not the prize, no trophy to acquire

Please make this prince so self fulfilled he can lay down his shield
No longer needed if his fight is won, in life he's learned to yield
With confidence and graceful wit may he bring his favor near
Enough salty way to win the heart of this soul who lives in fear








the lonely hearts

No tears can cure these lonely hearts that made the life so gray
Feelings are but favored words, those needs for us to say
Stories are wishful wanting of the illusions we hold dear
Emotionless encounters, absence words are in truth, we fear

Words are written by someone then the presence they encounter
Bringing each their own reward, Those special thoughts she counters
Still they can not empathize each time we disjoined ways
Mask remains upon her heart, duty bound, passim in her days

Could they be trusted to love each part, possessions in her care
Each aware of their existence with in these hollows bare
Not all at once through the many castle windows they look
Only can they be found throughout the stories of her book

Each to rely on another survive in this great unfriendly world
They genuine, important still to both the woman and the girl
Pure innocence broke apart at the beginnings of her life
Deny one does not exist brings evermore our Lady's strife





my castle by the waters of time

I know not how long this castle has had it's presence known
I know not who first built these walls or fabricates this throne
Who made the choice how few windows, directions that they show
Which rooms are warm, which are cold, which does nothing grow

From each window appears the world out side in splendors gate
How peaceful it does appear to make each heart believe in fate
One side reveals the oceans far and glimpse of sailors journey
One side has forest green with roads aside each bonduc weary

How they wish that they could be out where all seems so calmly new
Where the sun shines bright and birds fly in skies that look so blue
Yet time has taught them all to well, these sights they are deceiving
That world is just as cold, more so, they learned it's less forgiving

Here within these castle walls security abounds with numbers
Together they have a chance to protect weaker as each slumbers
Not until they all have grown, can stand alone or on their way
Can any hope to follow dreams that they dream about each day






 the sunset of life

How the music plays so gay in this sunset of my life
If only melodies could change and take away all strife
If the heavens could only hold this moment a trifle longer
Instead of closing quickly bringing in nightfall stronger

Even day break takes it's time to awaken it's sleeping earth
It understands time that's needed to release the nightly girth
Why does the sun set so quickly, is the day's weight so heavy
Appears it can't hold more for worries compiled levy

The veil that follows over head pushes down day dreams created
Breaking them apart as the wishes of this world finally sedated
Can't the world remain this way for just a few more moments
Relish for eternity, please most the picture bathed quiescent

Alas my wishes are just that, to change the time in abode bare
Such wasted time waiting for this one moment of life to share
Nothing else seems to matter in all the others hours of each day
How long we wait for other's faults for which they'll never pay







silenced feelings

Thither are of childhood feeling to pictures that are mine
Questions to those memories of emotions back in time
No fear nor anger, sadness, or laughter knows they did
Not one feels them yet today, sempiternal feelings hid

Voided picture, blackened closets, stacked wood dis-steal
Dead till now, dark nihility, commanded then to kneel
Obeying those instruction law, by elders that surround thee
Rebel in thought nor take the wrath of punishments decree

Hear ye ghost `tis always haunted encounters of each ping
Present picture, apiece time, command spoken onto bring
Feelings force upon the soul demeaning earthly pleasure
Wraith reach inside the mind, seconds lone could measure

Host to grant ghost not reveal within a special moment
Held at bay, awarding pardner, silence held comment
Of quiet men who does seek, will share in famed delights
Grant sensual being amid chance, let abandon every fight


 
 


the Rose remains



The Rose remains this special soul no longer trapped within
Released her words for all to know she carries now her grin
To all that thought they won her heart so shockingly they fear
These words of truth will some how reach their family to hear

They all resisted, called them lies and curse the day I bore
Links to every lasting words where felt with open sore
Faults laid down for all to see and ponder in their meaning
Denial high and some to say my complacency in teaming

Younger souls are er` to blame for the sins of earthly brothers
Neither are they judged by God for the blackening of others
Repentant done by helping others to light their way to truth
Humble servant has revealed acts outside confessions booth

Acting now, forgiveness given, they know not what they do
Grace given in this time of need, repaid when debt renewed
For all creatures of this earth have been given this instruction
Forgive sins of thine own brother, hence ward it’s own destruction

Make this peace inside each heart, for forgiveness is his way
Protection granted for each lesson, shared each and every day
Give this light in future days to the others dark in passage
Remember this His love to be, spreading heavens message

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